23 years...

I wrote this on my 23rd Birthday. I was thinking over stuff, CAT had just happened, my brother was to be in town the next day... Its been 10 months.

Its been 23 years,

Since I was born,

Its been 23 years,

Since that first dawn,

Adhering to the code,

I mowed the dry lawn,

And on this life's chessboared,

I am still feel like a pawn,

Chained to my convictions,

I braved deciet everywhere,

Absorbing the friction,

I grudgingly sleep in despair,

Layers and layers of defeate,

Fill the chapters of my life,

All my principles; noble and elite,

Kill my sanity with inner strife,

The guilt within is deep seated,

Guilt of having nottruly tried,

I myself feel cheated,

Cheated by my own pride,

Bound and gagged by chains,

How far can I further slide,

just one comforting thought remains,

That everyone has something to hide.

Quote:

Limit is in mind. Sky is just an excuse..!!